Deep inside

 It's 3:03 am...
 And I'm still awake.....
I dont wanna sleep though.
xtau ape feeling skrg.
Happy coz dapat blaja kat UM blk.
Sedih coz I'm gonna leave home again.
Ye.utk kebaikan diri sndri.
kene kuat.. cabaran sbg mahasiswi sgt lain.
I know..
Kalau salah langkah, hanyut...
Kalu betul rentaknya, kejayaan menanti. 
Dulu mase kat PASUM, xpnh ade cite2 nk sambung degree kat um blk.
org kate um ni susah.asasi pon dh susah..
Tapi Alhamdulillah.. Mungkin dh tertulis rezeki kat situ.

maybe lepas ni dah xboley update blog slalu.
Maybe lepas ni en twitter akn nanges sbb tuan die dh jarang update status.
Dan maybe juga aku dh xkan jd wartawan dunia korea bak kata shasha.
Dah x updated lg dgn dunia2 kpop yg slame ni aku mmg arif.
hari ni besday si polan, member grup _____ sakit ni,lagu baru dh kluar, ade drama baru kluar, bla bla bla.
Its kinda sad to leave something that u love to do.
yeahh..tapi utk future sndri u have to.
Well,bkn tnggl teruskan?
U just slow it down.. 
xbolehla keje wartawan korea full time lagi.
Masih ade tanggunjwb yg lain.
Thinking about university life, my heart aches..
banyak sgt harapan yg kena pikul.
Byk sgt expectation,
life is not  a bed of roses.
 2 months kt rumh tanpa arah tuju..
Tanpa minda yg serabut dgn formula2 maths, biology terms etc
just penuhkan minda dgn movies,variety shows sume tu.
bende yg xpnh wat kita ngantuk.
But starting from 4th july, new life begin.
say good bye to home entertainments.
Say Hi to UM hectic life.
yeah 4 sure.
mama kate " adik blaja betul2.. jgn hanyut"
ringkas nasihat tu tp meaningfull.
Aku tau mama n ayah sandarkan harapan yg tinggi menggunung kat aku.
Kdg2 harapan selalu wat aku rase stress.
ya.aku bersyukur sbb ade parents yg supportive. Tapi at the same time takut kecewakan mereka. Tapi aku cuba realisasikan harapan tu.
Jadi setiap benda yg aku lakukan,aku akn usaha yg terbaik.
Aku selalu berpegang kepada prinsip 'Don't ever regret 4 not studying hard'
kerana  kecewa sbb x work hard luka dia lagi parah drpd kecewa tp dah work hard.

So...
say Hi to anatomy,biochemistry, cell biology~
Biomedicine is not a light course.
remember that.
Allah, please guide me well.
I'm gonna make my parents proud of me.
I promise u. I'll work hard..
InsyaAllah...




KEPADA SEMUA KWN2 YG AKN SAMBUNG BELAJAR, GOOD LUCK TO ALL~
SEMOGA KEJAYAAN MENANTI  KALIAN..
INSYAALLAH~